"...ain't nothing like the smell of a fresh pair of P.F Flyers aka Chuck Taylor's."

Okay so i'm definitely back for another round in this blogging business, thanks to my friend Ash. She got me going today, so good looking young lady. Lately my mind has been consumed with a few other writing projects that i'm putting a lot of work in. And one thing that i've been pulling away from everything is the fact the we all at one point in our lives have to take a small step back to enjoy some of the simple things in life. There's nothing wrong with the night life, doing this and that and being on the scene. I do it sometimes myself. Like 50 said, "Meet me at the Mondrian." ( that spot pops by the way!! Shout to my boy D Taylor for getting that last function together for his B-Day) - There's nothing wrong with being on the daily grind trying to secure a better future for yourself and family. I want it just as much as the next person. With hard work and dedication, we can all get there. But I take a look around and all I see are people trying to speed up, when i'm now trying to slow down. I'm at a point in my life when I just want to enjoy the simple things that mean a lot to me.

Shit like: Just hanging with friends and family, sitting around getting that quality time in. The quality time we can easily miss, as I have in the past, when all I was able to see in front of me was the next couple of stacks coming to me.

Shit like: Riding up or down the highway with the wind blowing, top down, zoning out, listening to them 808's beat hard in the trunk. Something about that gives me a mean woody at times that I can't really explain.
- Laying out on the beach chillin with a cutie. Slim waist, fat booty ( or at least a nice round one slightly overly proportioned to her frame ) - Marijuana rolled up loose in some papers, because those blunts will fuck you up in the long run. And we're just relaxing not worried what the rest of the world is doing. We're conversing about our dreams in life, talking about past relations, where we've been and where we wanna go. One of those all night conversations that are rare these days. It might sound cheesy, but while she's talking - I'm watching the sunrise in her eyes, while my hand gently moves up her thighs. ( Sorry, can't help it. I was caught in the moment, LoL! ) She'll puff the doobie, then whispers how she wants to do me. ( Headband and purple kush...OooWee )
- I just want to sit down and enjoy a good meal . Sip on some good champagne, and take my time to savor the taste of it all. Listen to some good music and just chill the fuck out from time to time.
- Mind blowing sex!! But with someone that I actually have a connection with that I didn't just meet last night. Then, it'll mean more than just fucking, and the moment will last, meaning something more than just that moment. But maybe that's just me. If so, that's all that matters anyway.

I'm not fixated on the bullshit like I was when I was younger. I lived a different that most people didn't at a young age. I never was stuck on what other people wanted me to be, I see shit different. Life isn't about how much money you have in your bank account. People get it fucked up. If that's you aim, then you're doing it for all the wrong reasons. I hear people talking about being on that grind, paper chasing and all this other shit. I mean, there's nothing wrong with that like I said before. But honestly, if you ain't doing what you really want to do in life other than filling up that account, there's always going to be that empty feeling in the pit of your gut that you can't satisfy. I've realized that if you're on that REAL GRIND chasing your dream, then whatever money you do have will always be enough. And that experience alone getting there, that journey on your path, the memories that you take with you is what's priceless. Can't buy that type of shit. Some of the best memories that I have in my life was when I only had a couple grand to my name. I was grinding on the way trying to live out one of my dreams, so it was okay. Life isn't about how many females you get to spread their legs for you, just so you can get your ugly on!! Trust me when I say, and I know you've heard it before, quality beats quantity anytime.

Either way, when we go, we can't take none of this shit with us. The Egyptians already tried it. They were one of the smartest civilizations and that shit didn't work. All we can take with us are our experiences and memories that we've accumulated - and leave our legacy. With a little bit of debt too, haha. I'm only 27yrs old, but i've seen a lot at a young age. I grew up fast, matured young, but still remembered to take my time....as you should. If you're aware of my situation, then you know i'm living a different life than before. I see things different, a bit more clear. My family is closer, and my circle is tight. I'm in phase two. Aight....I guess that's it. But let me leave you with two things. 1. Stop and smell the roses. and 2. Purple leaves leads to kush dreams.